We briefly had a meeting at the Library/Tamara's on the 21st. We mainly discussed the Pre-Vis for the 31st, and how the See You Soon pre-production schedule for that week would revolve around our plans for the Great Britain project.

Tamara also confirmed the shoot dates -
SHOOT DATES FOR SEE YOU SOON  - 14th FEBRUARY to the 21st of FEBRUARY

Tamara organised for us to meet just before the tutorial on the 27th to discuss the script as we had only just received it on that day. We all had a discussion on the pro's and con's of the script, mostly involving a few cliches involving the daughter & mother, and also the fact that there didn't seem to be much of a connection between them. We discussed this extensively during the tutorial, further developing the idea so that we could then relay the information to the script writer.
Kathleen discussed how we all needed our own production packs for each role, so I took a mental note for myself.
We also discussed the pre-vis shoot, and other general information involving the pre-production.

A copy of the script is below.





I approached my tutorial very skeptical of what I was actually going to do for a personal project.
I was honest and accepted that I didn't really know what to do, and thankfully Kathleen was very helpful in making me feel better about the situation. We discussed at length what it is I might be interested in/what I want to make.
We went through my past ideas, and whether any of them could work in different ways, and she gave me tips on how to come up with new ideas.
We then discussed nature, as I had made my starlings piece in the second year. We discussed how I could possibly go back and think about how people interact with nature, and whether it's a calming & healing environment to be in. She told me to explore ecology, and it really helped me to at least feel confident that I could have a direction to go in.


A project focusing on my favourite weather/time - just after the rise of dawn, the earth is bitter, dew is on the grass, silence has decended on the world, and slowly, the world wakes up. The world is heated, and grows, everything slowly awakens, and that is a real beauty in itself.
I'm interested in the fact that at night, nature takes over. It gets a hold on the world, just for that brief time, and freezes everything in its path.
The slow build of sound and of heat is so subtle & beautiful, people don't take time to realise just how beautiful it is. We are surrounded by beauty, by emotion, by feeling, by meaning. Nature is healing, it has a relationship with us, and i think we do tend to neglect it. If you just watched as nature slowly adapts to the morning sun, i think it would be a very theriputic & relaxing experience, but also make people think about what is actually happening around us.
Nature is ever changing. Especially with the seasonal differences. People complain & think that ice and snow is just interuptive. It's amazing that water can change its matter and be able to create lots of different types of weather. Mist is like the sky coming down to say hello. When i go outside just after sunrise, bitterly cold, the sun trying its best to shine its powerful light on the world, i feel the most at ease. I realise the beauty that is the earth, because it is so peaceful. The cold makes you feel even more, its like the weather is touching you. Immersing you in an environment, kissing your face with the bitter wind.



“We went down into the silent garden. Dawn is the time when nothing breathes, the hour of silence. Everything is transfixed, only the light moves.” 
― Leonora Carrington

“Have you ever heard the wonderful silence just before the dawn? Or the quiet and calm just as a storm ends? Or perhaps you know the silence when you haven't the answer to a question you've been asked, or the hush of a country road at night, or the expectant pause of a room full of people when someone is just about to speak, or, most beautiful of all, the moment after the door closes and you're alone in the whole house? Each one is different, you know, and all very beautiful if you listen carefully.” 
― Norton JusterThe Phantom Tollbooth

“It's quiet now. So quiet that can almost hear other people's dreams.” 
― Gayle FormanIf I Stay

"The stillness of the early morning scene enables me to take in and enjoy many things which pass me by during the bustle of the day.  First, there are the scents, which seem even more generous with their offerings than they are in the evening."-  Rosemary Verey

"The breeze at dawn has secrets to tell you.
Don't go back to sleep."
-  Rumi 


"With the first gleam of morning rays, the garden is a prism of a thousand hues refracted in tiny does of crystal dew, a dazzling quilt of millefleur colors covering the sleeping flower beds."-  Duane Michals, The Vanishing Act 

“There's always a story. It's all stories, really. The sun coming up every day is a story. Everything's got a story in it. Change the story, change the world.” 
― Terry PratchettA Hat Full of Sky (Discworld, #32)

“December's wintery breath is already clouding the pond, frosting the pane, obscuring summer's memory...” 
― John Geddes






http://www.alternet.org/environment/studies-show-amazing-ways-nature-boon-your-health

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vis_medicatrix_naturae

http://www.ted.com/talks/louie_schwartzberg_hidden_miracles_of_the_natural_world

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL4764051BE5927C92


Royle Family - The Queen Of Sheba



Seawall


Imaginary Heroes -
 'It focuses on the traumatic effect the suicide of the elder son has on a suburban family.'



The Decendents
'A land baron tries to reconnect with his two daughters after his wife is seriously injured in a boating accident.'


Three Colours Trilogy - Blue
 'the film is about a woman whose husband and child are killed in a car accident. Suddenly set free from her familial bonds, she attempts to cut herself off from everything and live in isolation from her former ties, but finds that she cannot free herself from human connections.'




Beginners
' It tells the story of Oliver, a man reflecting on the life and death of his father, Hal, while trying to forge a new romantic relationship with a woman, Anna, dealing with father issues of her own.'


Ordinary People
'The story concerns the disintegration of an upper-middle class family following the death of one of their sons in a boating accident.'



Everything Put Together
'The story of a Californian couple expecting a child and their group of friends confronted with the tragedy of a big loss.'


The Lovely Bones
'Centers on a young girl who has been murdered and watches over her family - and her killer - from purgatory. She must weigh her desire for vengeance against her desire for her family to heal.'


Rabbit Hole
'Life for a happy couple is turned upside down after their young son dies in an accident.'


Single Father
'BBC television drama about a photographer, attempting to look after his children after his partner dies in a car accident. It also follows his relationship with his and his partner's best friend.'


Recovery
- Tennant's character suffers a head injury, and his wife has to deal with the fact that he is no longer the man she married, and how she deals with it. 



Womb



This means if you take a photo of someone (without permission) you don't pretend you didn't take the shot. You then approach the person and tell them why you took the photo and what you found interesting about them. You then take a potentially negative experience and make it into a positive one in which people actually feel humbled to have gotten a photograph taken of them.
Also, I would encourage people interested in street photography to take an extraordinary photo of an ordinary person, rather than taking an ordinary photo of an extraordinary person (homeless, street performer, etc).

http://www.bbc.co.uk/religion/0/21532400

Photographer's Code Of Ethics: 
Visual journalists and those who manage visual news productions are accountable for upholding the following standards in their daily work:
  1. Be accurate and comprehensive in the representation of subjects.
  2. Resist being manipulated by staged photo opportunities.
  3. Be complete and provide context when photographing or recording subjects. Avoid stereotyping individuals and groups. Recognize and work to avoid presenting one's own biases in the work.
  4. Treat all subjects with respect and dignity. Give special consideration to vulnerable subjects and compassion to victims of crime or tragedy. Intrude on private moments of grief only when the public has an overriding and justifiable need to see.
  5. While photographing subjects do not intentionally contribute to, alter, or seek to alter or influence events.
  6. Editing should maintain the integrity of the photographic images' content and context. Do not manipulate images or add or alter sound in any way that can mislead viewers or misrepresent subjects.
  7. Do not pay sources or subjects or reward them materially for information or participation.
  8. Do not accept gifts, favors, or compensation from those who might seek to influence coverage.
  9. Do not intentionally sabotage the efforts of other journalists.
Ideally, visual journalists should:
  1. Strive to ensure that the public's business is conducted in public. Defend the rights of access for all journalists.
  2. Think proactively, as a student of psychology, sociology, politics and art to develop a unique vision and presentation. Work with a voracious appetite for current events and contemporary visual media.
  3. Strive for total and unrestricted access to subjects, recommend alternatives to shallow or rushed opportunities, seek a diversity of viewpoints, and work to show unpopular or unnoticed points of view.
  4. Avoid political, civic and business involvements or other employment that compromise or give the appearance of compromising one's own journalistic independence.
  5. Strive to be unobtrusive and humble in dealing with subjects.
  6. Respect the integrity of the photographic moment.
  7. Strive by example and influence to maintain the spirit and high standards expressed in this code. When confronted with situations in which the proper action is not clear, seek the counsel of those who exhibit the highest standards of the profession. Visual journalists should continuously study their craft and the ethics that guide it.

https://nppa.org/code_of_ethics
https://nppa.org/ethics
http://blog.davidksutton.com/594/is-street-photography-a-violation-of-privacy-or-ethics/

http://ucca.ent.sirsidynix.net.uk/client/en_GB/default/search/detailnonmodal/ent:$002f$002fSD_ILS$002f0$002fSD_ILS:385850/ada?qu=sound+and+realism&te=ILS




Borealis from FloatingWorldsFilms on Vimeo.




dissertation:
http://www.bbc.co.uk/programmes/b00vhw1d
http://www.academia.edu/239842/Neurocinematics_The_Neuroscience_of_Film
film, neuroscience, reality, senses
http://www.excursions-journal.org.uk/index.php/excursions/article/view/2/13
http://dcl.wustl.edu/PDFs/ZacksMaglianoInPress.pdf
http://www.openculture.com/2014/02/what-happens-when-your-brain-is-on-alfred-hitchcock-the-neuroscience-of-film.html
http://books.google.co.uk/books?id=xbG4R8uHsG8C&printsec=frontcover&dq=film+and+neuroscience&hl=en&sa=X&ei=bIY-VKPDFsvB7Aa6vICIBg&ved=0CCsQ6AEwAg#v=onepage&q&f=false
http://books.google.co.uk/books?hl=en&lr=&id=kB5GggqImOAC&oi=fnd&pg=PR7&dq=Television+aesthetics+:+perceptual,+cognitive,+and+compositional+bases&ots=EUabHdEtU5&sig=flYkxdvbfilMqe26U4tf3SoIOzA#v=onepage&q=Television%20aesthetics%20%3A%20perceptual%2C%20cognitive%2C%20and%20compositional%20bases&f=false
http://ucca.ent.sirsidynix.net.uk/client/en_GB/default/search/detailnonmodal/ent:$002f$002fSD_ILS$002f0$002fSD_ILS:326181/ada?qu=Cognition+film&te=ILS



I approached Al to be involved in the project mostly because I had an idea involving asking the public to give their opinions, and even be in the film. It would be a simple view on country life in britain, a quaint view with all the typical views such as pubs, tea etc. I wanted someone that could easily approach these people and be in a more directoral role. I myself have gained more confidence with the general public, but i still feel like i need more help when it comes to solo projects with the public. 
Al came to my house & we discussed possible ideas. We ended up changing the idea up into a more photographic view on Britain. It would explore a child's idea of Britain on a day out. Firstly it involved the countryside, but next I thought it might be better to be more direct in the location so I picked Brighton as I know that area the most & I have been there as a child so know more about what would be interesting there. Al would involve his sister in the project, interviewing her by presenting her with the photos I had taken, and then this would be the voiceover to a one take shot going from one photo to the next & eventually panning out to reveal the child. 

We also started to involve Edrei, because with our photo idea, we had an idea to use a studio, as it would give us more access to a bigger scale, so would be easier to move around + equipment etc.
He is interested in set building/designing so we thought this would fit him well.


We really pushed forward with the project, I brainstormed places I could visit/places that would be good for a storyline, Al developed the production pack & Edrei designed the sets. 

We had a meeting with Rosie to discuss the set build & equipment that we would need to do the project. She seemed interested in us perusing and outisde project, and it all flowed pretty well. 
I did get a little stressed from time to time but I think this was because it felt a little rushed & it was during all the other developments so i felt it was cutting it so short!

On 22nd October, I got up ridiculously early, and headed to Brighton.
I spent around 12 hours walking around trying to take as many photos as possible. 

(ADD PHOTOS)

I felt like it was a good experience, but I did find it a little stressful due to the fact that it all happened so quickly. I joked saying that I didn't realise I was going to Brighton until I had been in Brighton for 2 hours but it felt like that. It was fun, and I think i got most of the shots I needed, but i knew that it would have been improved if the little girl was there. 



History/Greats of Street Photography



Eugène Atget



Bystander - a history of street photography -



josef Kouelka - czechoslovakia - 1966

Walter Davis - sidewalk and shop front, new orleans, 1935


"It's the kind of photography that tells us something crucial about the nature of the medium as a whole, about what is unique to the imagery that it produces. the combination of this instrument, a camera, and this subject matter, the street, that yields a type of picture that is idiosyncratic to photography in a way that formal portraits, pictorial landscapes, and other kinds of genre scenes are not."




Eugene atget - decroteur, 1899



paul strand - blind woman 1916


eugene atget- coin de la rue valette et pantheon, 1925



jaques-henri lartigue -





lewis w hine - blind beggar in italian market district, 1911



lewis w hine - italian immigrant, east side, new york, 1910



Brassai - Lovers, Bal Musette Des Quatre Saisons, Rue de Lappe, 1932



roger mayne - untitled (boy football), 1956-61



bill brandt, evening in kenwood, 1931-35



Henri cartier- bresson  - trafalgar square on the day of corination of george VI,, london, 1937



kurt hutton - unemployed man and dog, 1939



bill brandt, window on osborn street, 1931-35



robert doisneau, square du vert-galant, paris, 1950


dorothea lange, consumer relations, san francisco, 1952


Walker Evens, new york subway portraits, 1938-41





walker evans, south street, new york, 1932



josef koudelka, firework celebrations in andalusia, spain, 1973




william klein, broadway and 103rd street, new tork, 1954-55



harry callahan, chicago, 1953






Thoughout my university life, I've always found it quite hard focusing on 1 thing when I work on my own.
I know it's to do with my anxiety and how my brain feels very muddled most of the time. It's also to do with confidence in myself and my ideas. I don't necessarily find it hard to come up with ideas, although it can sometimes be daunting. It's more the keeping of the ideas that is my problem.

I will like something for a few days, look into it, research, have it constantly on my mind. But once the doubt creeps in, it's hard to keep the idea anymore. The excited feeling is replaced with 'well what's the point?' (not in a giving up way, but more a 'what's the point in this work, what is it saying about me?')

In the second year, I went through so many ideas. I think in the end it was in the 20s just for one term, I spent so much time changing that I lost sight of what I was doing, and I feel like my second year let me down a little. Working on my own has its positives, but being on my own with my own thoughts in terms of projects, It can be very damaging to me.

I found myself talking a little about this with people, and some people understood but some people it seemed were a bit like 'just make up your mind!' which didn't help. I find it hard to make my brain slow down, and I think it is frustrating to people when I try to explain my ideas because they are gone so quickly and I say I don't know a lot.

This happened with my installation ideas. I would keep writing down little ideas that I thought were good, would think a little about concepts, would possibly be a little apprehensive, but excited to explore. Then i'd suddenly stop. Either because the project is too personal, or it feels pointless, or it just doesn't seem to fit my career plan.

University is high pressure, and I know this is also a reason. It's hard to be creative to a deadline, something I know i will need to learn how to handle for the future.

Basically, I found myself talking to my boyfriend about my ideas, and he asked me why I was doing an installation. Just this made me feel that sense of doubt. He wasn't doing it on purpose, he just wondered why I was going down a more experimental/art route, when I speak of going a more mainstream/role route and I understand where he's coming from. It made me wonder what it is I want from this final year, and It really made me question what I had to do as a personal project that I could feel happy with.

It made me realise that I don't want my projects to be personal. Not when it's something that I have to show potential employers and friends & family. I want my work to feel more fun, something that people can have strong opinions on, something that I know will effect people positively. I don't want something that could confuse or disturb. And that's why I decided to step away from my depersonalisation idea. And really away from installation.

I do like installation, I think it's an interesting platform. But realistically, after university, I can't really see myself pursuing that kind of art as a job. I think it's more beneficial to stick to something such as Documentary etc, to show my skills.


My cousin Talliesin is Autistic. He's very obsessed with certain things including trains & penguins.
I thought of him while we were discussing the Great Britain project, as i loved the idea of interviewing a child and playing with visualising their imaginations.
My cousin is the only child I know, he's 10 years old. But obviously he's different from most other 10 year olds.

I find his brain, and all people's brains with autism to be very interesting. I don't think it's a hindrance, I think it's a gift. And I thought it would be interesting to explore the mind of autism in a very simple & not in your face way.

I want to interview tallie and ask him about trains. He was just about to embark on a trip to London for a sponsored train hop around the London Underground. I felt that this might be an interesting subject to discuss. I would visualise his words with typography & visuals.

I approached my Aunt to ask if this was ok, and at first she warned me that he cannot articulate why he likes trains, he just tells you facts and statistics. I didn't mind this as i thought it was show how clever he is, and how much he loves trains.
I then approached her again and she had concerns over how the rest of my family might react to the project, so i decided it would be best not to pursue it.



The day after the tutorial, Tamara made a facebook group.
She organised for us to have a meeting, which was very productive. We spoke about our ideas to continue the development of the script, so that Tamara could relay to the script writer. We also discussed about what kind of roles we each wanted to do, and how they would work together.
As I have mentioned before, I was contemplating doing some more sound work this year, but I still primarily want to do cinematography. I had thought about my involvement in the film and whether i could juggle doing sound and some cinematography (lighting.)

I knew that Jacob had an interest in cinematography too, but I wasn't sure how i felt about sharing the role with him. I did want to do as much as i could visually, but not completely give up one role when I have an interest in both. I vaguely mentioned my concerns about sharing the role, but it seemed like it would work out afterall. Jacob seems to be more interested in the technical camera element, so framing, movement etc. I am interested in this, but i know that Jacob has a better knowledge of the technical side of cameras, something that i do plan to work on, but don't feel as confident in.

I however, am really interested in the emotion of the shot. I like to think how I can portray emotions & general feelings through colour, lighting, framing etc. I decided that I would be more suited to lighting as I feel like it's more a skill that I could develop instead of us sharing the role. I could also potentially help about with the camera work if needed.

I also said I was interested in sound design. I like to think about how sounds can be used to portray atmospheres, and especially foley etc. I knew that there was a shared feeling that the film should use sound as a emotional trigger to the viewer. This film is about grieving, and I feels to me that using sound as opposed to lots of dialogue makes it more subtle and emotional, and less likely to be cheesy.
The only issue with being a sound person and lighting is being on set, so we thought of ways that maybe someone else could record for me. The boys knew of a graduate specialised in sound, so they are bringing him in to help me with that side of things.

During the meeting, we discussed ways in which we could start to develop research, and Tamara then posted a list on facebook. 
Mine involved: 
- Film examples of lighting in different emotions/situations. 
- Technical aspects of how to light indoors.
 - Technical aspects of how to light outdoors.
 - Brainstorm ideas to depict her job through foley. That she’s a midwife.

 Tamara briefed us on a pre-vis for the end of the month, and also that we would be getting a script draft for 31st Oct. 

We started using the Goggle Calender for updates & planning.


I have followed the website 'Genero' for some time. They post briefs onto their website, usually for music videos, and then ask the public to make videos for the brief, potentially winning the chance to have their video as a campaign, or the artist's official video + money. 
I saw that they had a competition for a representation of Britain. I felt that this was a little bit different from their usual briefs, and something I felt was actually probable. I wanted to make something simple but effective to fit the brief. I also felt it was a good opportunity as there was a lot of chances to win money, which i wanted to put forward for my own projects so i could develop them more.

http://genero.tv/greatbritain/

Countryside Quant. 




Borelli Yard
Queens Head, Farnham


Surrey Hills:
Shere

White Horse Pub







Kinghams Restaurant 
The Dabbling Duck